I have often wondered if I sugar coat a lot of what we deal with on a regular basis. I try to post more of the positive aspects of autism and what it brings to our family, but I kind of feel like I’m hiding a dirty little secret. And I’m ready to be honest.
I suck as a mom because I do not know what to do with Cuyler.
I suck as a mom because Cam gets shit on way more than he should.
I suck as a mom because I shouldn’t have shouted at Eva after she asked me for a popsicle for the 67th time in 10 minutes.
He was content and happy for the rest of the day. I had my boy back.
Not sure what I’ll do if it rains…yikes.